How to tell
Words flutter around like birds, lips and tongues are twisted but no sound escapes the sealed mouth. Hidden deep inside lies the answer to all pain and anxiety, images of tormenting episodes in life. Silhouettes from former dreams and possible ways to go. Choices never considered or taken down as perceived to be too dangerous for the self. However... the doubts and questions keep the mind constantly turning down the same wheels, trying to find out if what is done is what should be done and what isn't done was right to be turned down. While stumbling through life, people try to come near, try to break down the fortress inside and outside but as long as the individual is stuck in this circle, nothing and no one can find a passage through. Every day becomes a game of truth and dare, every step forward to gain trust is hindered, nearly blocked even by the unresolved conflicts inside. The individual itself is unable to talk about it while pushing out stories to keep from getting honest or getting closer. "How to tell?" floats around inside the mind, steadily destabilizing the confidence in other people as there is no clear answer on how to behave or communicate severe distress to others. At least not until there is someone who can make the individual understand and finally believe to trust other people again...
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